I give up . :'(

hey guys , Jessie come back here. but just a while . when I finish my writing I will leave here at all .. I don't know what I can do now . this I just for my beloved boy .

.Putra Khairul Ikhwan Bin Mohd Yusuf .

wawan , I want to tell you all my heart words . did you know when I fall in love with you ? at the first time you call me .. you ask me , eat already ? or what2 .. all caring words ... I still remember until now . I do love you so much . but , you never know it . just because I too shy to tell you all about that . did you know ? I love you may have 5 month already .. first time I like someone long time .. you are the first one . mirul , he's my friends . just friends . but because him you angry me until unfriend me . I wonder , why you angry it ? then nicole told to me .. HE LIKE YOU A LONG TIME AGO . omg , I can't believe it you like me a long time . because you always ignore my chat . ignore me . that's make me feel you don't care me already . I wonder all .. but , now also no use already . I never disturb you life again ... I wish you with diba will forever .. I hope :')

lastly , you just hate me . don't love me . I don't need love again . I will change at all . Stop it to love me . and I apologize . just like that . I LOVE YOU :')

From : JeJe .

Kbye .
always Love you .

hey guys , Jessie was long time didn't updated her blog .. Today , Jessie was coming back here... hello all ..I was 3 more days didn't online ... and I was already deactivate my facebook account .. Today I'm online my blog I wan't talk about my feeling to her to him .

To him , I know .. you was have a new girlfriend . I don't know is who .. but maybe better than me .. I cry , I sad , just only a while .. but I hope you will happy with your new partner in your new life .. do you know ? your are a boy make me change all ... because of you .. I didn't care about boy feeling already .. and I always seeing your picture .. your massage .. and I always missing your smile ... never forget your smile .. I think you is already forget me ... but never mind .. I didn't angry you and I'm so happy because you already change your life . start at today .. I need to forget you anymore... when ever I'm really so missing you .. but I still wanna forget . Even you already taken by someone .. but you always in my heart , Never change . :')

To her , my beloved girlfriend . first time we was 3 days no skype-ing .. no crazy-ing .. and more we will do everyday ... I'm feel so sorry to you .. I know I'm so childish .. I know you love me and you wan't me to change my self ... yeah .. I'm try my best to change it already .. I'm feel so lost .. We didn't like before .. everyday I will waiting you wake up .. then me like a mom to call you eat .. call you go bath .. hahaha thinking back is a happy memory .. before , we always share what we everyday feeling ...you sad .. you mad .. you no mood .. you cry .. you crazy .. you smile .. I'm always beside you ... when I sad .. I mad .. I no mood .. I cry .. I crazy .. I smile .. your are always beside me .. you are a really good friend in my life ... But I don't know I'm in your life is a Shit guy ! But , nevermind .. this saturday you was going K.K already .. hope you will forget me this shit girl .. this always make you bad mood .. make you angry girl ... lastly , I will always remember you in my life .. Iloveyou ... :')

Start at today , 4 friendship will change to 3 friendship forever .. because I'm not a good friend in you'll life . K , remember I love you'll . Never Change ! :')

this for someone boy :)

hey boy , I had tell you all about this .. please you must read this .. this all I want you know it ..

do you love her ? your girlfriend .. your Wife..did you care her feeling it ? what you thinking about now ? I now you really have many problems ... but , just because that girl .. you want let her go ? did you really love her ... ?

today , she know about happen .. she didn't said anything .. just crying .. locked herself at room ..eat also abit...until now .. didn't said anything .. did you dont hurt it like that ? she's so hurt you know ? what i should to do with her ? I can't do anything ... I also don't know how to do it .. we all talk with her .. she also don't answer it .. !

Boy , I'm your sis I must tell you that all ... please care her feeling ? I know you gave scold for mom ... I know you also bad mood .. but , she is a girl .. how her feeling it ? I don't now , why you want act lovw with another girl .. I don't care what you doing now .. But , please .. I 'm merayu to you laa .. please find back her or said something to her ..

I don't want her like that ..Just only cry .. did you want her like that ? don't want right ? please .. please .. please....

:'(