Do you know ? imissyou :'(

heyheyhey ,

hello my all reader ..

do you all having miss me ?

you all know ? I damn miss you all . :')

actually , I'm really missing someone .. that's someone is my beloved boyfriend . I'm many question wanna asking you . I'm many words wanna talking with you .. many many all I'm thinking you . I really2 miss you so much . damn much !

how are you ? can sleep when I didn't at your beside ?

how about you everyday ?

having fun at you life now ?

do you gonna miss me ?

:'(

Do you know ? everyday I'm like at heaven .. I'm crying every night .. I'm thinking you every night .. I'm miss your eyes , your smile ..

I'm thinking all about you everyday ..

you want me learning about 'besabar'

yes , I really2 have learning everyday .

But , you know ? it so hard .

Even it so hard , I'm also trying to learning what you want me to do .

everyday , I can't sleep because thinking you ..

I it so really hope you can in my dream .

but , I just can talking to my self is a joke .

I'm know I'm so stupid ..

but , even I'm stupid but I love you :')

actually , I'm sick already ..

but I'm still thinking you ..

no one can know my feeling now .. I really2 so love you ! I really2 so miss you .. I can't stoping thinking you ! I can't :'(

you wanna me learning ' besabar'

can I asking you ? do you can do it ?

I can tell you , I can't do it .

bila awak boleh terima kesalahan saya ? awak ada rindu saya tak ? awak tahu tak ? hari2 kehidupan saya mcm taik . tiada org buat lawak bkin saya ketawa .. tiada org kata2 manis sama saya .. hari2 kerja saya hnya dergar lagu .. hari2 tidur ... hari2 nangis .. sebab janji awak .. takkan ganggu awak 1 minggu ... saya rindu masa awak kata saya manja2 .. saya rindu awak bila awak kata awak sayang saya ... rindu awak bila awak kata awak risau saya .. awak tahu tak ? saya rindu awak sangat2 .. jangan anggap saya tipu awak .. sekali saya jumpa org pkai motor .. sekali saya ingat bila awak main motor .. saya rindu senyuman awak .. saya rindu awak sangat2 .. awak tau tak ?

awak tidak tahu .. bila sam bgitau saya status awak semua ... awak tau tak ? sangat sakit hati .. mcm kenak tikam .. kalau boleh .. mahu betul saya mati sekarang .. saya tak tahan sudah .. saya tidak kuat .. saya sangat lemah ..

tuhan ku ... boleh saya mati awal ?

saya rasa kehidupan saya skrng mcm taik .

walaupun , saya sayang dia sangat ..

tpi klau tidak dia sayang sudah . tidak boleh terpaksa juga ..

dia benci saya ... dia benci saya sangat2 ..

sorry , saya ganggu hidup mu ..